“家好月圆"
Date: Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Recently have been watching this show... it's really a nice show... the show is talking abt family bonding... I remembered a pharse, "U cannot chose your family members, "有今生没来世"
I have been asking myself, wat is family to me? Family means when you got problems, there are always there for u... no matter wat, they will nv left you alone... this is wat i always thinks... and i wan to believe it... really...
Emm... say something that i have done recently bought a fridge for my mom, even tot heartache using my hardly saved money... But i am happy to see smiles on my parents face... my mom loves it...
Recently, i feel tat i dun feel close to my "family" anymore, expect for my dad... no one know how i really feel... only my dad show concern to me... Do u believe ur own sister wan to disown her own elder sister? I am facing this shit now... she thinks that i have "die" long ago... no longer or i can say nv care abt her, for her whole 20+ years... Nvm... Yes... i have died 3 years ago, no one know what kind of hell i have been going through, only dar knows and i really thank him that he is always always there for me when i am down... Listen up, just treat it that u dun have a sister like me, cos i dun need a sister who can hurt me like that... I DUN NEED IT!!! Dun expects me to forgive this... cos few years ago, u have done something that hurt me like this before but things have past, i just bury this and moved on... but this time round, this is the second time, i dun wan the third time, forth time... we will still be in the same roof top, but no longer related... Hope this is the best to stop myself from getting hurt...
PS: Btw, i will not touch or use ur things... please do so too...
Signing Off~