It have been 2 year without u by my side.... It seems like it's only yesterday....

I'm feeling really down today, even cried yesterday... When dar hug me i feel like crying, when inside the cab cry, when writing this i even cried... Me feel tat i am so lousy... Can i be strong and get over this?? Gal... do u know thinking of u is really a heart breaking thing to do...

Gal i wan to know... How are u le?? I'm sorry tat i didnt manage to go look for ur parents... I'm afraid to make ur mom or even myself think of all the incident again...

Can anyone understand how i am feeling right now.... What is the worst thing is that today is my dad's birthday... I have to "act happy" in front of my family... BUT deep inside... i am feeling terrible today.... So sad tat i wan to hide inside my room and cry...

One more week it's ur birthday le... If u are still around... we will be celebrating ur birthday soon...